It Feels Like I Went Swimming

Last Night, I hung out with a friend of mine, her husband, and their three year old. I had hung out just to visit since they live out of town. I was playing "laundry was" by dunking the 3yo in and pulling him back up. He was having a blast! And so was I, I hadn't wanted to get wet since I didn't have a suit with or a new change of clothing. That's why I was outside, but you have to watch the 3yo b/c even though he loves to go swimming he's not quite strong enough to pull himself out of the water to breath. I GOT SOAKED. I lifted him onto the ledge of the swimming pool because he was squealing since his grandfather was pretending to be a shark. He soaked me in his haste out of the pool.

Either way it felt like i had gone swimming...

It was a great night either way.

Remember to always Dance Out All The Pains

Posts Posts

I like having the two blogs because this one is tame, and the other one I say what I want with whatever language is deemed fair for the situation.

You should read the other one. I like it. :)

mysubjectiveimpression.blogspot.com It's like that diary you write everything hateful, spiteful, revealing, painful, sad, happy, and mad in and then burn the pages so no one can read, well, I'm not burning the pages.

Remember to always Dance Out All The Pains

Immunize Me

I got an email about my externship where I have to get the tb test and the hep b vaccines.

Wish I had known this sooner. I hate shots, just saying.

I would love some more notice on things, but a little stick in the arm is worth this opportunity! Yayness!

Class Confusion

I posted on my other blog a more emphatic post about what happened when a class closed on me while I was making my schedule at school...

This morning someone cancelled their class spot and I jumped on it so that I could get it.

I got my internship/externship that I wanted.

I win!

Remember to always Dance Out The Pains.

A Long Day

It appears the trend continues. It's 216AM. But I checked my financial aid and loans just now and my freaking grant came through!!! I'm so excited. It may only be $500 but it covers the deficit I was sitting at before it came through.

I can't even explain the weight that feels like it's been lifted for that!

I hate all the worrying that I do for school. It turns my stomach when I think about it. But, Now I don't have to think so hard. I know this has to be the path that God intended me to be on or things would still be in the toilet for me and I'd be struggling so much more.

It feels like he gave me all of my medical problems so that I could get what I needed for school. I hate the unbalanced feeling of the trade-off but if it is what I need to go through then I'll do it a million times.

It's been an off day, and now that it's "tomorrow" I feel like things are turning up!

Shut Down Mode

I feel like I'm in Shut Down Mode.

I try to stay but get knocked down.

I stay down and get jerked up.

I feel like I'm in Hibernate Mode.

I sleep but am awakened.

I am awake but am knocked out.

I feel like I'm in Shut Down Mode.

Test Results Are In

So, In my last post I told you about some tests I had to have run to rule out other conditions. Well, it turns out that after everything I've gone through I know have a name form some of the pain. I have cysts on both ovaries. It explains the pain that I've been in and other weird occurrences. It's about 418AM and I'm dead tired. I wish I could sleep but there is just so much going on that I have to deal with with school. So, alas, my brain is going 0 to infinity over and over. I pray that the things that have gone wrong for me can be treated or tolerated. I don't wish them away because I know that that is impractical. I pray that things, other things in my life, get better and start taking a turn for the better. I'm not super spiritual like I used to be, but it appears I need to devote more time to make up for the losses; I guess anyway. What are somethings you are dealing with?

Stay Strong.

Remember to always Dance Out All The Pains

As I Promised

Later today, as I promised, are the culmination of tests minus 2 that I have to go through with the doctor. I just wish they would hurry up and diagnose the problems officially so that I can move on with treatment.

I know it seems like I've been complaining alot more, but the thing is this is a huge issue in my life today. I wish this were a theme centered blog. It would leave out my subjections but it's not. You are however welcome to comment and tell me about the problems going in your life or how you relate to mine. I don't mind.

Then after that it's off to register for classes!!!

I am so excited. I hope I remember to cal the health department and get the immunz forms. I think I have to have those for tomorrow.... ahh!!!

Well Sweet Dreams,
Remember to always Dance Out All The Pains

Put a Smile On Your Face, Make the World a Better Place!

I'm having a pretty good evening. After starting that diet, today is the first day where I don't feel like Hell. I was so getting tired of the months and months of not feeling good and its just amazing how i don't feel like crawling in bed because of the stomach pain, muscle aches, and back aches. It's amazing!

Doc said it was probably interstitial cystitis and let me tell you, it ain't pretty and it ain't fun!

If you think you have it and have been suffering for sometime... Check it out and talk to your doctor. They won't diagnose it if you've only had symptoms for as little as a month but if it is months or a year get it checked out, you could be doing damage to your bladder, and sometimes if it goes too long it becomes irreversible.

I still have more tests to run for all of it but i'm starting to think that this was my issue... :( but :)

I'm watching old Hell's Kitchen episodes. Good Stuff. I'm totally looking forward to the 4th celebrations tomorrow. I love fireworks; I'm kind of a pyro! My and my dad set things alight! Hope you all have safe and fun 4th of Julys!

Remember to always Dance Out All The Pains