But then I remember the wise words of a friend of mine:
Seriously, grow a set, you are better than this.
So true the words, yet so deaf on ears in certain situations. I wish I could turn back time, Yes a Cher reference, to fix everything to find a solution that make everything better.
Everyone was against all of this from the beginning; yet, I found happiness. I found love and that was all that ever mattered. I know better than to worry about what others will think but I still find the time to be worried about what others think.
Does it make me sad: Yes
Does it make me stuck: Yes
Does it make me pathetic: probably
But more than anything it makes me capable of love that I have found and fought for something I believe in. I just wish that you saw this too. I just wish that what you thought was easy wasn't what was feeling right to you. I need to know that all of my efforts haven't been wasted.
I need to know that I am not the only one hurting in this situation. I need to know.
Simple as that...
Always as simple as that...
I love this font by the way. Thought I would throw that out there for all of your to see.
I am sitting across from one of my best friends trying to figure out what is wrong with her is probably as close to what is wrong with me. I am pretty sure she just looked at me and did the retard hand symbol. Love her like a sister. Sometimes we fight. Sometimes we get along, but we always find a way past things.
She's very special. As in SPECIAL special.
Good Night Stay Strong and Speak Up
